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a simple break up storySunday, September 27, 2009, 4:16 AMps, this has no relation to my life! NO! Just doing it for fun. ---- A SIMPLE STORY "Why did she sms me?" Melody asked. A cold silence followed after the question, the guy left his head hanging, away from Melody. "Why the silence?" Melody asked, tears rolling down, face flushing red from the running fever. "Don't exert yourself, baby. Fever...you have a fever, go back and rest" muttered the guy. "You'd still calls me baby, should I trust that you are still loving me? Please?" Melody calmed herself. Wiping off tears. The guy, kept his silence, looking straight into her eyes, keeping firmly to the silence from him. "I'd take that as a yes? I trust that you are not giving me perfuntorily answer, please?" A repeat of silence follows, Melody trembles, tears rolling down again. She left her head hanging down, for a while, she took a smile on her face. And she says "Or is it all over?" The guy kept his silence once again. Melody fell to her knees, pushing herself up from the floor, tears falling onto the ground one by one. She mutters "I understand," looking up to him, with a smile, so serene, yet her eyes seems to betray her expressions. Moments later, the guy, make a turn, before taking his first step to freedom away from Melody, a stream of words make their way into his ears.. and it seems to be like this... "Why I'm I no longer your happiness that you longed for?" Said with Melody, gasping for air. "Why do I still smile and say I understood the situation?" she struggled with her breathing. "Maybe I shouldn't have loved," Melody voice trembles... "Because, I would not have pretended that I understood every single time, so you wouldn't tell me the damn truth, so blunt, so painful, that it hurts... it hurts. IT HURTS! IT FUCKING HURTS!" Melody yelled with all her might. "But i guessed, my pride drag me around in this circle call love, so that I won't embarassed myself...or...so I wouldn't lose you" Melody calmed herself down. The guy griped his hand into a fist, holding on to it so tightly, that blood starts dripping down, hurt from the nails sinking too deep into the flesh of his palm, and he took his second step, the second of freedom away from Melody, but was halted again by her... Melody hugged him from behind so tight that she was dragged on when the guy took his third step. She mutters, "I miss the times where we talked to our own shadows when there is no more topics," "I miss the times where we still continues to love each other after every arguments," "I miss the times where you will hug me so tightly that it hurts," "I still remember the birthday" "The tightest grip on my left hand," "The most beautiful sight, from the sky, the fireworks of love" "The warmest chest" "The softest lips" "and...the love" Melody lost her control, the clouds takes over her head, she breaks out in tears, "I STILL WANNA LOVE YOU! LET'S LOVE EACH OTHER AGAIN, BUT WHY! WHY IS IT DIFFERENT THIS TIME! WHY! WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE PROMISES?" she screamed, she let go of her grip, turns the guy around and pounded his chest repeatedly with her hands. "WHICH ONE OF US HAVE LOVED WITH TOO MUCH FREEDOM?" "WHICH ONE OF US HAVE BEEN TOO POSSESIVE?" "WHO TOOK MY HEART AWAY?" "WHO WALKED AWAY ALONE?" "WHO HAS FORGOTTEN TO LOOK AT ME?" "WHO HAS MADE THE LOVE SO OVERBEARING?" "WHO HAS FORGOTTEN TO BE GENTLE WITH YOU" "I WANT TO LOVE YOU, BUT WHO HAVE FORGOTTEN TO GIVE THE CHANCE?" she stopped her pounding, fell to her knees for the second time, losing all her strength to the pouding, to the fever. She took the last bit of strength to wipe her tears away. "Go have your freedom, away from me. I'm not the one you need anymore...I will be carefree, I will be happy," She took a deep breathe, lifted her head up and looked into his eyes, "I loved you too much, that is why, I will not cry anymore...that is why... I won't say anymore, go have your freedom, dearest." The guy turns around with tears rolling down his cheeks, keeping his silence, he ran, towards freedom. Towards...a new road. ..."But who can understand how unwilling I am? Who can understand that I am just pretending to be at ease... Who can understand that...I can't let him go..." Said melody with tears rolling down her cheeks, falling unconcious to the beautiful sunset at the park. Falling on herself. Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 3:18 AM missed Saturday, September 12, 2009, 2:58 PMmore like monotonous-routine-life.blogspot.com bye readers Thursday, September 10, 2009, 12:58 AMSaturday, September 05, 2009, 2:04 PMWell life has a funny way of sneaking up on you When you think everything's okay and everything's going right And life has a funny way of helping you out when You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up In your face , 2:30 AMalanis morissette - ironic avril lavigne - nobody's home colin raye - love, me Thursday, September 03, 2009, 1:39 AMdespite all the little downs in my life so far this year... there is something else out there that makes up for everything. god gives you something but took away the same equivalent amount of thing worth of the thing that god have given you. I guess i paid a handful of my luck and probably many other things, cause it's so worth it! :D |