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Jian Yang
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Saturday, September 27, 2008, 9:50 PM

Alright~! yesterday was graduation. Was waiting for all the pictures before posting it.

Right, here's all the picture! selected by me! So inside of course have me! WOHOHO. But is all funny funny one la.

















this is how u look like when u try so hard to look like peizong, please do not try.















what the fk!















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Mass orgy. David hair taste funny.
for more! please go to : http://oldclowns.multiply.com/

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Right, so 5A the actual speech is here...

Dear 5A.

Today is the day we graduate. As I look at all of your right now, I reminisce the past. I still vividly remember the very first activity, we get from Mr. Kelvin Chan is push-ups during the orientation night.

I remember how notorious we are among the teachers. I will never forget the jokes that we played on each other’s and the teachers, especially Shafie and Wen jie dirty jokes.

Neither will I forget the irritating squeals from Jacqueline and Yvonne and the annoying screams from Shikin.

Well, we have been through a lot of drama for the past few years in school. But nonetheless, what we gone through is real. Neither the feelings felt within us, nor our actions are fake. We always complain how unhappy we are towards the school but you cannot complain about the facts that, that’s how we came to know each other under this roof. You know there this phrase in our school anthem that goes “Westwood is our second home,” Well, Westwood is a home of friends to me.

And now we are finally graduating, the freedom we are always yearning for. But after this year, I hope that the next few years down the road, if we were to see each other, please do not just walk past each other and ignore our presence, please say “Hi, my dear friend.”

Thank you


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Really been a joy meeting you all. Let's have a reunion after 5 years? 10 years? LOL and see how's our lives been. :)
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After graduation, went to eat with Vivien, Estee, Yvonne, Louise, Peggy. During the trip was quite fun, keep disturbing Yvonne. Then we met Mr.Lim at marina and off we go to yukiyaki!

The food not bad, the price is actually ok! :D

so because Me, Yvonne and Louise is leaving earlier, so Mr.lim being very good, drive us to our destination. Power!

Then i alighted at JP and i go find some birdbird. And then wait for birdbird bus and i go home, alone. Sad right?

so thats about it. Bye!

Saturday, September 20, 2008, 8:36 PM

Today, i bought zanki and ibuki SIC figures after filming. super chio bodoh~ cost me $30 the U.P is like so fking expensive! i think its a 50% discount. Woohoo~
ps. my photography skill sucks to the core.



















Thursday, September 18, 2008, 3:58 PM

update of my results! this time just the grade.

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English - B3 (woohoo!)

maths - F9 (wooo~)

Sci - f9 (woo)

MT - B4 (eh heheh)

humans - C6 (hmm)

ART - unknown.

therefore, L1R4 = 22 L1R5 = 31

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not bad liao! i didn't study ok! so bye~

anyway sec5A, just now while waiting for the bus, shikin got someone want to find trouble with her, so if tomorrow 180908 the girls come and find shikin we shall all go out and peer pressure the girls to shut the fuck up!

:) no physical abuse though, unless they start first

Wednesday, September 17, 2008, 12:17 AM

Woohoo!

recently got back prelim result, better than expected!

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English - around 64 - 63/100

maths - so far only paper 1 30/80 (better than how i normally do ok!)

Sci - both add up i think 33/100 (i didn't studied for it at all!)

humans - so far only SS 26/50 (despite i anyhow bomb essay qns A and didnt do essay qns B)

M.T - duno yet

ART - most likely is a border line pass. see first

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WOOHOO~

Saturday, September 13, 2008, 1:02 AM

The guitar drift its chords.

The drum hits the rocks.

I hit the blocks, drawing like a flop.

when will I reach that height?

And not fall with a crow behind.

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I am currently very impatient.

I can't help it, i always have very bad development skills, this time art paper 2 was done is a yaya papaya style, so I not expecting much, but what about O lvl? really need some intensive consultation.

Coursework must be re done. I finished almost all the boards, but i am down to 7 boards and 1 out of 7 boards, i'm stuck. =S

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Prelim was ok, I treated it like any normal attitude i always have towards exam, prelim wasn't as difficult as i expected though. If you studied enough, it is manageable, thats the level of this prelims. I not expecting a high return without putting any effort, so i prepared to see alot of fails

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the song ART OF LIFE by X japan, is starting to come real.

"I believe in the madness called now" well, obviously for this line, O lvl is driving everyone crazy.

"Building a wall around void of any emotions" - some has already reached that level, thinking about it is scary.

"Stab the doll, and wash myself with her blood" - i guess that applies strongly to alot of you. Those with relationships. When you realise, that your partner has did something wrong, or your obsession towards them drives you to madness.
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4 more months to adult hood. Maybe i should go get a girl friend, shouldn't be still so kept up with the past that i once had. Yeah..

Saturday, September 06, 2008, 12:12 AM

i chance upon this article. This is horrible, so girls, no matter how much you trust a guy, no matter how decent they are! NEVER. EVER. SHARE. A ROOM. WITH YOU AND HIM ONLY. ya, im a guy and i said that. So you see, it kinda apply true, but this one quite overboard. Disgracing sia.

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I had been keeping this inside me for the longest time and I guess today’s when all hell break lose. This had been haunting me since last year and I feel so trapped by it. I made a police report but was told that there was nothing they could do. In short, the guy had the thrill of his life and got away scot free.

I went to Seoul some time in October 2007 with a guy friend. His name is John; John Chew Kian Wui, except that John isn’t his official name. He was working for Singapore Airlines back then in their ITD (IT Department?) as a software engineer (he claimed to be transferred - anyone working in Singapore Airlines HR?) and moonlighted as a Manulife agent of sorts (he has apparently left the company). To make sure that the correct person is identified, he used to drive a dark-blue Opel van and recently changed to a sedan. He’s probably in his early 30s now. He was a pretty nice guy - the kind of person that I’d define as decent and well-mannered. He’s probably an “everyone’s friend” and got along very well with our circle of friends. “Well-liked” is a term that I’d use to describe him.

In October last year, I needed to make a trip to Seoul because of an accident that I had when I was there previously. I was needed back in Seoul to settle a compensation claim and I thought it’d be nice to have someone go with me. I asked my girl friends if they would be able to come along but most were busy with their work. I was a little apprehensive, but I thought John was probably an “OK” person to ask along. After all, he is known to be a nice person.

So, apparently he wanted to take a trip out of Singapore and agreed to go to Seoul with me. I went ahead to book a twin bedroom suite - which basically meant that there are 2 separate beds in the room. To my horror, the hotel apparently didn’t receive the reservation or had a mix up of the reservations and the twin-bedroom suite was only available for 1 day. At US$60 a day, I didn’t have the budget to book 2 rooms and agreed to have a double bedroom after the first day.

The trip went on well and I finally settled my compensation. It wasn’t a lot, but that wasn’t the point. On the last night in Seoul, I was adamant to get to sleep early because I didn’t want to miss the flight the next day. Moreover, John snores and he snores as loud as the drills at the road works. I lost sufficient sleep because of his snores on the first few days and I didn’t want to miss my sleep again.

Half way through my sleep, I thought I felt hands moving along my back. Being a light sleeper (I’m usually a light sleeper when overseas), I woke up and felt fingers running along the right side of my back. With my back facing John, I didn’t know what to do. I kept very still because I was afraid of being assaulted. He’s easily 1.5 times my size, not to mention being taller than me. Soon enough that stopped but I didn’t dare go back to sleep.

Then I felt it. The distinct feeling of a sausage-like object rubbing against my bottom. I couldn’t take it any more and screamed and jolted up. John then pretended to be shocked and asked me if I had a nightmare. I didn’t answer him but took the blanket and went to the small table where my laptop was. I signed in on MSN and turned on my webcam and told my friend what happened. I turned on the webcam facing me throughout the night, on one hand worried that something worse might happen and on the other hand at a lost of what to do.

The next day, I pretended that nothing happened and boarded the plane. On the flight back, John admitted that he touched me the night before and mentioned that “our relationship will no longer be the same”. I have no idea what he meant by that but to me, I was angry with him. I was angry that he betrayed my trust that I had in him as a friend. He went on to justify his actions that he has high blood pressure and mildly diabetic. To me, that was pure nonsense. No illness - for that matter, not even getting cancer can justify his actions. He is a downright despicable person.

Back in Singapore, I spoke to my friend and lodged a police report. Apparently, John is getting away scot free because this incident happened in Seoul. I am now back in Seoul to lodge the police report but they said they can only file it. In short, John had a free lunch.

Till this day, I had been haunted by this incident everyday when I sleep - unable to have a proper rest because I would wake up in the middle of the night with the same scene replaying itself over and over and over again like a broken recorder. I felt violated and dirty and started losing trust in all my guy friends. To me, every single guy friend of mine has a hidden devil in them - molesting me in their dirty minds.

My friend eventually intervened at my request to speak to John on this matter. His respond was shocking. He justified his actions by saying that “he’s a guy and he has needs”. So I guess that gave him the right to outrage my modesty; that gave him the right to touch me; that gave him the right to violate me. After all, “he’s a guy and he has needs”.

I am now at my wits end and I really don’t know what to do. I am writing to a lawyer in Seoul to meet up with him on how I can bring criminal charges against John, but John jolly well knows that he’s going to be a free man. He has no worries and he’s denying flat that it ever happened. He no longer has a conscience and the nice, well-liked guy that I used to know turned into a devil over night.

After all, he’s a guy and he has needs.

Friday, September 05, 2008, 1:00 AM

Well at 12/08/08 i drew a girl out of my imagination , following a tutorial, i think i did it quite okay, although the style seems more inclined towards disney cartoon characters. But nonetheless, a good practice for me.

It took me about approximately 10minutes.


















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at 13/8/08 i sketched two drawings of a girl behind. The right one is the one following tutorial, but the left one is done by myself, i still need some work with human proportion, any one can help me get this right?
both took me and approximate of 15minutes
















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and on 14/08 i drew two nude torso of a woman with just my understanding, it turns out okay, but the proportion, i still need to get a grip on it.. took me apprx about 15mins






























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right..so i got a little bored, i decided to use what i had learnt about drawing a girl behind a small little piece of drawing at 15/08 think i still need to do with the proportion, really bad at it.




















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and so i stopped for a bloody long time till 01/09. Due to my prelims, and it happens that the subject coming are my weaker subjects, so no choice but to bite it and stop drawing for a lil' while. While accompanying my grandmother for a checkup at the hospital i did a small study of my hand again. Man, hand is really complicating and difficult to draw. took me approx 15min















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well skipped a few days for concentrating on my art paper 2 where i require to put my investigation and gathering knowledge and skills to test.. i managed to find time to draw my leg thinking that it will be fun, and i hadn't seen anyone drawing their legs before Tongue so well i did it. 3/9 took me 8minutes. ps. my leg is freaking hairy. nah that's not the point, i changed my pencil from B to 3H and i used the B series for shading

























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woke up today and the first thing i did was to draw a hamster, I didn't expect myself to do that, it slowly seems to be a routine, and i love it. Guess i still need to work harder on drawing animals and understanding how to use shape and merging the shapes to form their posture etc.. took me approx. 13min















And i did a few study of human posture, damn, I REALLY NEED TO WORK ON PROPORTION!! all 4 poses took me 18 minutes.































shit.. those yoga people are good just look at those weird poses :S

next.. ballet dancing poses






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Thursday, September 04, 2008, 9:01 PM

It's holiday! And i am bored! WOOO!

so i came to update this blog for what has happen on sunday.

Well, Sunday was a day where i go to work with Fernanders, cheryl, shaun, yasin, yongkuang and myself. Not to mention, the job on that day was fairly easy, everything seems faster with this new huge machine, too bad CHIEN YIE, you quitted halfway, you got no more good life.

The machine works like this, get the ic, scan it, stand on it. *beep* and you got the result, we don't need to do much! LOL

ok so after work, lunched at Westmall, and Shaun fell in love with a random girl at BK. wtf right? his testoterone is running wild in him.

After that, met the rest, namely, Nigel, Junhao, Chienyie i think thats about it. We went to RSAF! every year is the same, no different. But we took a few pictures.

here is one that i liked, me and yk actually got the privilledge to take picture IN the boundary with piper warrior. I will never forget that flight when i was in SYFC. Quite exciting.
















then a group photo...

















and then we went off to T3 to eat popeye's. I shared mine with Shaun, it wasn't that bad, and after that we took quite alot of pictures.

and the one i liked most is..















post my recent sketches tomorrow!