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Jian Yang
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Sunday, November 26, 2006, 9:55 PM






Taken from my house.. the tree bloomed wif flower..cool right?








my wound =)















the weaving colour of dream (taken by the side of esplanade)










void deck theme : falling flower



Taken at esplanade

, 12:15 AM

Today, my angels coem visit me =D brighten up my day! thanks guy!

then something happen to yong kuang he surely won't forget this day, definitely won't

yup thats about it for today, u may ask what can a half - haddicapped person do at home?

let me tell you, all he can do is to lie on bed see TV eat food and medicine and grow fats, =.= i gain backed 2 kg.

<---Pretty right?

Saturday, November 25, 2006, 12:31 AM

Oh yes, yesterday 10pm went to the hospital after my mother has went to school to claim insurance, so i think i have got a more professional doctor to attend me, he just look at my wound breifly and says,

"its healing pretty good, no need for operation thats too exagerrating, i will just give you a dressing and your off to go, remember to have all your anti - biotic finished"

i gave a sigh of relief! haha..

then went home had my 2nd serving of painkiller (another 2 pill which adds up to 4 pills) and i slowly went to sleep..

then around 5pm or so.. Yong kuang brought many many guest (i kidding)

the guest are , Jared, Fernenders, cheryl, pang chien yie.

Yea, nothing to do so i just chat with them and yong kuang start to bring out everything in my com to show them, haha... so they left at 9pm..

now i am waiting for photos in SL camp hopeflly i will post it here so other SL who have walk pass my blog can grab it...

yup. thats all.

Thursday, November 23, 2006, 11:45 PM

Yesterday went for St john islamd, SL leisure camp.

we started off usually like what we always do =)

we stop by kusoo island and have a walk there and then 15 minutes later we all proceed to St john island. Moving the logistic was tough, but we are SL nothing is too tough for us.

for the activity begins..with lunch.

Had nasi lemak and then we thought that this will be the last good meal! haha...we are so wrong.

Then we have planning for sec 1 orientation a little too bad that i can't join in cause i have to do Games. FUN! haha..

then we had dinner! wow so fast right? it tasted so nice! haha, they deserved to be rewarded seriously.

right, so we had bonding time, we played basketball, soccer. I was in basketball and i can say that this is one of the few times i really played it out that i feel so light after the game! haha..

yup..then its personal administration untill 10.55 pm then we are back for debreifing.

and sleep.

Then cmoes the second day which i think is the worst day of my 15 years old life.

We have food starting off with the sec 4 SL, taste..not too bad but far from good.

so had lunch... clear up everything, bla bla bla. then come 4pm where the story starts... i step on a sharp object which is rusted and boy, it did successfully soften my right leg ..

Then after retriving the ball..i sat on the MPH thinking that i may have a minor cut.. and i took off my shoe, theres a hole in my shoe, socks and my sole =/

it hurts when Shaun sim has to open the wound to check for any foreign object...

but nvm! he has reat medic skill =) so full trust into him.

then, the teachers was informed, i have to be evacuated for fear of the condition getting worser and worser.

i was really really very sad, cause i had kinda destroy everyone effort for RM. eric koh farewell party... i really feel like shouting SORRY!! =/

i am cursed at St john island... lol... so Miss laura lau came and fetch me and MR. eric koh to the west point hospital, a private hospital.

And gosh, the doctor use something like a thong and start digging my wound
which made me scream in pain. Then i had 8 stringe of anti spectic right into my wound, lucky i told the doctor please, do not use needle.

Then had injection and X - ray.

after this the doctor told me to go for operation... whcih is the best choice cause there seem to be a foreign object in my leg but then it cost $4K ! so i choose the rout to have anti biotic to let the wound heal but if the conditin still worsening an operation is needed.

Go home, and i had the worst time in toilet as well...i can't believe it man.. i have to sit down to change my bottom garments.. i have to lift my leg up wherever i go..lucky i have a chair with wheel which made life so much more easier.

Told my tokuasian about it, and seriously their care and concern really touched me man... same for the SL who told me to call them at 10.30pm ++

i was so touched, i feel like crying when each of them came forward to talk to me... really thanks man..seriously..thanks..

i couldn't sleep as well.. it was too painful for me to sleep... =/

people don' t ever follow my footstep of being careless... seriously.. right peepx take care..

Tuesday, November 21, 2006, 1:38 AM

Posting for the sake of posting..

i getting extremely lazy to blog each day..cause is jsut, sleep, eat, sleep , eat , see tv.

after this is all about SL after fridayi will gain my weight back..which i lost 7kgs.. which made me 64kg.. =D

oh well..

clearance for melissa link the *old* and the *new* is not the age is the blog.

ya u can tell..she call herself a twit, i can kinda abit agree but girls do grow up LOL!

am a little upset over something..why isn't i'm a balance person?

i mean, i use left hand to write, but i seem more like a right hander, reason being that my right arm is stronger,my right arm develops more msucle and my left is like so soft like pillow.

=/

and my eye is small!

but i still love who i am, cause no one will have anything like mine XD(i just lying to myself)

well..bye

Thursday, November 16, 2006, 12:20 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOKUASIA!!!

THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW GREAT FRIENDS! AND MANY MANY PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE SAME PASSION AS ME =) AND I LIKE BEING A MOD THERE =D NOTHING IS AS FUN AS THAT NEXT WILL BE STUDENTS LEADER! LOL!!!


I LOVE TOKUASIA! BYE!


Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 11:32 PM

i haven't been posting much ..well i will just come up with something.

today went for haircut! after come back, my grandmother say, "why is your still so long? you keeping untill so long for what? later police come catch you ar!" she said pointing at my face!

Then i... "yah lor! faster catch me cause i want to join yong kuang"

great i know am bad x)

so i overheard my grandma..rather i always hear my grandma speaking so loudly why is my 4th aunt life so miserable.

first she got breast cancer, then she got some serious side effect from the medicine, then her isurance money has been gone by 1/4 and all was her husband job! her husband took all the money ( 1/4) and spend it on his father side.

My grand mother said that why does he have so much time for his father and no time for my 4th aunt? what is his problem? is his wife! if he tired from the job then quit!

then she also complained about the children of hers. WHY IS NONE OF THEM HELPING MY DAUGHTER! my poor 4th aunt =/

first the eldest daughter bring herself to divorce her husband cause of one stupid reason, then she now always go disco with friend, and she is still that skinny.

then secondly, the STUPID AH PEI! the 2nd daughter IS SO USELESS! only know how to play, whats her problem? she already has got elephant ear and super dark skin and a funny ancient looking spec and she still doesn't improve on her life attitude? what's the problem? GO GET A BF !

then thirdly, the youngest son, most useless of all, he don't know how to study is fine by al means, but why is he spending so much money? he is already p6 should be old enough to made his own decision and to be more sensible, why do he still want everything he see and is still so irritating as ever? somemore up to the extend to me beating him up, yeah 12 years of living you been beaten by me for 5 years.

fourthly, her family is fucked up, and my ear is gonna burst if my grandma continue to nag at me and blasting her amitobho =/

so life is full of twist and turn.

i always tell my friend " we can only bring you to the starting line, the rest of the journey is yours, but we will be WALKING while u will be running, if you fell down don't just wait cause it is a race, you have to depend on yourself if we are able to catch up then we will help you, but you will lose out."

yeah most of them will go HUH, but some may understand, so am not wasting energy to type also =)

yeah, got introduce by Lina to see the show, LUNCHQUEEN and i see the first 2 episode, not bad, managed to keep me progressing, seems funny, and the OMURICE!! ohhh~~~ someone give me the recipe :D

hmm....

oh ya! BAS CONGRATS ON YOUR ULTRA EYE =) finally got it after how many yearS? lol

and remember your not working =.=

okay thats enough crap bye.

Thursday, November 09, 2006, 12:59 AM

finish the show 1 litre of tears =)

within 2 day! LOL


k i strongly recommand this show. Regardless of race, language or religion *sound like national pledge) this is a MUST watch show =)

this show each episode, ending will have a qoute from the real person, from her diary.

it is impressive to see a person suffering from spinalcerebellum atrophy / degenration disease, come up with such strong qoutes such as

"Among the unkind glances there is kind glances"

"I wanted to build a time machine to go back to the day where i once belongs to, but i know it is impossible"

"Writing tells me that i am still alive"

so there is 11 qoute! haha, check it out, won't kill you for just 11 hour, rather then spending 11 hour on online game doing nothing but hacks monster and get the god damn item and sells it and do it again, repetive and boring! LOL.

okay.. yesterday went to celebrate with shahirah, her birthday! ya had a fun day somemore end it with the singapore best roti prata stall! haha was really tired .......

Tuesday, November 07, 2006, 1:24 AM

I was introduced by my friend, the J- drama " 1 litres of tear" very sad show, managed to caught the 1st episode on youtube, sad haha.

so... i gonna give my review.

the writers is very keen on writing this script i guess, he wrote al the medical thingy of the illness call astrophy for short, A disease that affects the brain stem, "small brain" and our spinal cord , this girl, aya contracted this disease but she was not known to it cause the illness is slow developing yet a cruel one.

The sympton was also carried out clearly by actor , Erika sawajiri who acted in seeral movie and sad dramas sadly she will be the one who died, always.

so the symptons are, unable t walk properly, stuttering , blured vision, under estimation of distance, some thing like a brain shut down =/ sad disease i think i am suffering from some of these.

so Aya was made the class representatives, in her new high school =] but some girl in her mixed class is just so fucked up yea thats the word, and Aya is so good she shared her father story which inspired everyone in the class, except that rebelious girl who shut up finally thanks to the persuation made by her friend.

i won't gointo much detail, but i have to say the ending song is indeed ... meaningful, will post the lyric in my later post. The ending included...the real picture of Aya and her perserverance in doing thing =)

so guys check it out on youtube, watch it with me! haha...

lyrics of 1 litres of tear ED

singer : K
tittle: only human

lyrics : (i wil jsut post the translated one)


On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on


Monday, November 06, 2006, 4:25 PM

Pictures time!


From loi katong, took with HP , explains the lousy quality =P






Before lighting





Fire lit on my "flower bed"









sailing off with my mother "flower bed" to the god


, 12:13 AM

K the previous post was supposed to be from yesterday but something wrong with bogger =/


okay so 1hour 56minutes before today i went to somewhere behind a indan temple and then i celebrate loi katong with my mother and dad =D

loi katong - something like lantern festival of singapore.

They will put flower inside a nicely buildt panda leaft thing and with incense and candle, you pray and let it go in the river an offering to the gods of the sea that provided the humans water for doing many things they wanted.

i will post the pictures maybe later.

then i realise, many people is saying hokkien vulgar language not knowing what they meant! so i decided to do something great this will be call hokkien vulgartionary =D

chao chee bye - u all should know.

kaninabei/bu - Fuck your dad/ mum

sia lan/ guai lan - got 'character'/ naughty/ no discipline

nin nabei/bu - thats your father/mother

yao xiu - want a life (want life)

lan jiao - u all should know

kau pei/bu - cry for father / mother

k i write soemore if i can think somemore! lol

k changed my blog song also =)

song title : one more moment

singer : Ronin

lyrics :

Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away

And out on the clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

Sunday, November 05, 2006, 5:55 PM

=)

Today went to celebrate with Edmund his birthday!

Before meeting him, shu hui, mel, me, youzai, yong kuang go to jurong point and choose present for him! haha

so it took us about 40 minute for everything then we set off to tiong bahru to meet edmund!

Then somehow we ended up in the arcade x)

then we play and we play and we play.

Then Edmund came! lol...we hang in there awhile and off to dhobby ghaut! We go there walk here walk there end up in arcade again x) play and play and play and play!

Yah, so we walk to orchard! Walk and walk halfway we go to marina bay to eat!

that’s where the fun begin!

So we started off! yong kuang first time come lol! So he tried barbecuing the chicken and end up barbecue the spoon, cook the dong fen he put the thing inside without any scoop or what LOL!

Then I ate quite a lot followed by Melissa! She ate ALOT much more then me.

Then eat and eat talk and talk and it reached 6.25pm and that’s where I left the tale for some fresh air!

While walking alone i suddenly though of the movie, wo de xiong di (my brother), yesterday show at channel U caught the later half of the movie haha.. I first time shed a tear seeing movie!

lol...the brother portray traits between me and my older brother just like where the show, the older brother is a more imperfect one and is always with his mom, and the younger brother is the one who plays the husband figures, well for my case its the other way round, my older brother is big and strong! While me...still dependant.

Well...the movie in the end the older brother died, and the younger brother start to regret what he didn't say to his brother when he was still alive...and now he have no chance...guess it is the same for me, we live in different country no matter how connected the communication and media is still a huge gap, and I estimate...2 years before i can see my brother ...2 years of...silence between my brother...I may have already a blur vision of my brother face...everyime I see my friend with sibling I really envy them...cause they get 2 be together but yet they didn't treasure them as much... each time my friend complained 2 me about their sibling I will just give them a smile... cause i don't know the feeling of being with a sibling for long period of time... haiz..........

so went back to the table and joined them have some jokes and went to arcade and play and went home...

this is sad lol... not being with someone ...who should be living me...


Saturday, November 04, 2006, 12:03 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDMUND!!


POSTED @ 11.59.32PM.

just 28more second before i missed wishing you!


Friday, November 03, 2006, 12:27 AM

I love this song!

lol..

singer : Erika sawa jiri

lyrics : MAIKA SHIRATORI

Composer : MAIKA SHIRATORI

Lenght : 4.52 minutes. MP3 FORMAT
5.19 minutes. MV FORMAT





lyrics : Translation


ふるえている 私の手に
はじめて君が触れて
優しい気持ち あたたかさに
やっと気づいたんだ

My hand is trembling
The first time I touch you
This warm, gentle feelings
Finally I realized

閉ざした窓 開ければ
新しい風が吹いた

If you open the closed window
A brand new breeze will blow in

笑って 泣いて 君と出会えて
見える 世界は 輝きだした
ひまわり揺れる タイヨウの下で
感じていた 風を 君を

Laughing, crying, and then I meet with you
The world I see begin to shine
The sunflowers are swinging under the sun
I can feel the wind, and you

信じること 迷うことも
立ち止まることも全部
私が今 ここで生きてる
答えかもしれない

Things that I believe, things that I’m confused,
Things that are halted too, all of them
Right now, I’m living here
I possibly still don’t know the answer

モノクロの毎日が
色づいてゆくように

Everyday is in black and white,
I want them to be attached with colours

笑って 泣いて 君と出会えて
続く 未来は 輝いていた
ひまわり揺れる タイヨウの下で
私のまま 明日を歌うよ

Laughing, crying, and then I meet with you
Continuing like this, the future will be bright
Sunflowers are swinging under the sun
Staying the same way as I am, tomorrow I’ll surely sing again

限りある日々を 止まらない時間を
どれだけ愛せるかな? 愛せるよね
君がいれば 光さえも
そらさないで

Everyday is limited, time just doesn’t stop
I wonder how much you love me? I’m sure you do, right?
If you are, even the light also
Won’t leave my side

笑って 泣いて 君と出会えて
続く 未来は 輝いていた
ひまわり揺れる タイヨウの下で
私のまま 明日を

Laughing, crying, and then I meet with you
Continuing like this, the future will be bright
Sunflowers are swinging under the sun
Staying the same way as I am, tomorrow I’ll surely sing again

ありがとう 伝えたい 今なら言えるよ
過ごした季節も 忘れはしないよ
ひまわり揺れる タイヨウのように
私のうた 君を 照らす

I want to say thank you, if I can tell you now
I will not forget the season we spent together
Sunflowers are swinging like the sun
My song will shine on you

私のまま 君を… 君を…
Staying the same way as I am, and you, and you…

lalalala…

credit to : eyn from channel ai


Thursday, November 02, 2006, 1:44 PM

oh ya! by the way i forgot to credit KARIN aka XIAOTOOT aka xiao sotong! must thank her for this blogskin! haha, i should learn how to made it myself sometime ..hmm... by the way song on this bog is call...shu dao wu da ying wo(count to five, promise me) by cao ge.

, 12:40 AM

So today went to school at 10.00 am and reach around 10.20am and i saw yong kuang squatting down at the pillar near General office and then i heard from frineds that he was caught for police case. Shocked! lol haha cause he the kind where he don't really have the guts to do most of the thing, like me! LOL.

So went home and his family called me , asked many question lol, i al say don't know and thats it! cause i only know abit so..proceed on to next activity sleep! all the way to evening.

Then at around 9.40pm yong kuang call me and told me to happy story of him and the jail.

Guess he kinda enjoy it. He said that the food there has, latte, rice with peanuts, hotdog and fillet and some vegetables and a banana!

lol, and before his release he was given a banana as a farewell gift, hah.

so thats about it. Short day nothing much to post.