The Man,

Jian Yang
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Sunday, July 29, 2007, 11:30 AM

some worthy notes

Please do not drink Heineken with lemon, it taste horribly bitter.

Please do not go fanciful restaurant to eat seafood, eating at Pasir panjang cost $89 for 8 dishes of seafood,while restaurant will cost you $400.

Please do not go out with a drunk mother as she will try to kill you.

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Those are what i learn yesterday while celebrating mom birthday, my mom so ridiculous, tried to strangle me with my earpiece cause i not listening to backstreet boys on the car -.- (happen after 2 bottle of beer)

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Monday prelims, not yet revise, 4 more week to N lvl, i feel no anxiety, something is wrong with me. I guess i am not motivated enough, or honestly speaking, too lazy to move out of my comfort zone.

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They say god loves you, but why do you fear of making sins? they love you. Why do you still go to hell after you repent, they love you? does he really love you?

something i thought up myself, no offend to those with religion, this is random.

okay, my blog for this week, no more blogging for the next 2 week got to set my brain wave to prelim mode, i think i will flunk my humanities (mrs.baljit say conflict among country will appear, healthcare too)

Saturday, July 21, 2007, 8:27 PM

this thought suddenly come into my head. There's no right or wrong on matters,theres only PERCEPTION in a more simple way of saying, there's only point of view.

what do i mean by saying that? well let's just say we have the colour pink placed in front of two different people. one will go "oh my bloody hell! I WANT IT!" while the other one will most likely go "yucks". This is a very simple form of explaining how a relationship fails or works. surprise why i say that? Think about it....



finish thinking?


well in my opinion, i feel that whenever counselors or those TV show tells people that, communication is the key to a successful relationship meant that it is to put yourself in your partner shoes. NORMALLY, in a failed relationship, the way they do things are for example, you put the colour pink in front of the couple, the girlfriend will go "I LOVE IT!", while the boyfriend goes "yuck" and the next thing you will expect is the couple will DEMAND their partners to be in the same opinion as they were, thus, leading to a breakup after that. (i do not need to go into details, do i?")

however in a successful relationship, in the same case scenario,the colour pink was placed in front of the couple the comments was the same, BUT! instead of dragging their partners into their view, they would put them self in another shoes, and understand that their partner dislike, likes the colour pink for a reason, and respected each other decision.

so i came up with this conclusion that, in a relationship we have to understand that we are all individuals,we can't expect our partners to be identical to us in thoughts and opinion, thats boring. So yea, end of blog post.

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Thursday, July 12, 2007, 8:17 PM

woohooo! things got better, my fever has disappear, my coughing gone better, my headache still there, and my mouth got a very distinct taste..i have no idea how to describe it.

got the LIVE LIVE LIVE TOKYO DOME (1993-1996) of X JAPAN, where they perform in Tokyo done. woo damn nice!

I wanted their ballad collection but no idea where to get it =/ a big pity that voiceless screaming (music by taiji, words by toshi) couldn't be added into the album, because the song was signed by sony...sigh.

oh well, time to save money to buy their end of year FIRST SINGLE called without you, written by Yoshiki to their dearest member, hide(pronounce as hee-day)who died 1 year after X JAPAN disbanded.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007, 11:41 AM

fucking hell, high fever since yesterday 38.9 degree , how better can it get, when i am lazing on my bed for the past 8 - 9 hours zzzz.

yea, i am still having high fever, giddy, coughing,i am no better, so i decided instead of laying on my bed for such a long time, i will come out from that god damn cursed room and bed and use the computer for awhile, at least i am doing something...

time for medicine..bye

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007, 7:57 PM

changed my blog song

X JAPAN - SILENT JEALOUSY

it is not a hard rock, it is not a heavy metal song, rather it is a metallic ballad,a very easy song for everyone to listen, unlike ART OF LIFE where the individual have to dwell them self into the song to be able to appreciate it(its a 30min song) but don't worry SILENT JEALOUSY is just under 8minute :D

heres the lyrics.



I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carried away by the time

Seijaku no kyouki ni katame o
tsubusareta mama

You've gone away
From the stage
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left

itsuwari no shinju de kazatta
bara no hanataba o sagasu

I'm blind insane
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love

genkaku no ai ni kawareta ayatsuri ningyo

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself
Pretend you love me

yubisaki made shinku ni somatta
ore o mitsumete

Mou taekirenai kodoku no serenade
kyozou no umi ni nagashite
yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi o
mune ni daitemo
I can not stop

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
kanashimi ni midarete
modorenai ai o kazaru
kurikaesu kodoku no naka ni

Tell me true doko ni yukeba
kurushimi o aiseru
I still want your love ai o tomete
kurui saku kioku o keshite

"I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel your breath of grace
I didn't know what to do
I couldn't say anything
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
by the tide of time, even you

But the scars of memory never fade away
I can't stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories"

You dyed my heart in blood
No way to kill my sadness
tachisaru mae ni koroshite
kyouki no ai ni dakareta hitomi wa
nani mo mienai
ima mo I miss you
Can't live without you

Silent Jealousy yume ni ochite
dakishimeru kioku o
Stay in yesterday toki o tomete
kurikaesu kodoku o keshite

Take me back to the memory, to the dream

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
kanashimi ni midarete
Kill me, Love

Monday, July 02, 2007, 3:47 PM

You May Be a Bit Borderline...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

You Sometimes Hold a Grudge

You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you.
And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up.

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,010,500

You Are 65% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself.
Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great...
But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults.
As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.
You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.
Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.
Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.

Your fortune:

Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.
You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.
Big things and big changes are about to come your way.
And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.




What Tan Jian Yang Means


T is for Tricky



A is for Artistic



N is for Natural



J is for Juicy



I is for Important



A is for Amorous



N is for Nutty



Y is for Young



A is for Active



N is for Natural



G is for Gifted



You've Changed 52% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person.
You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic
While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good
Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

Your Birthdate: January 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.
Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.
You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.
An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Your Hands Say About You

You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills.

Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

You Will Die at Age 73

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Fun

You are energetic, amusing, and always up for a good time.
Optimistic and genuinely happy, you help people see the sunny side of life.

And you're always up for a party... no matter how big or small.
You're usually the first one to celebrate a friend's success.

Anyone who's interesting or fun is welcome in you circle of friends.
You're not the type of person to exclude or make fun of someone who's a little different.

Your friends need you most when: They're down or depressed

You really can't be friends with: Anyone who's stuck up or chronically unhappy

Your friendship quote: "It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.
Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.
But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

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Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:

You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:

You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person.
But occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory

You want to have your cake... and everyone else's.
Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too!
You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship.
You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions.

You've Experienced 20% of Life

You have the life experience of a young teenager - which means there's a lot of life in front of you.
And if you are past your teen years, you probably have some catching up to do!

Your Observation Skills Get A C

You tend to notice the big things in life...
But the details aren't exactly your forte

You Are a Henna Gaijin!

You're not Japanese, but you wish you were!
You can use chopsticks with your eyes closed, and you've memorized hundreds of Kanji.
You even answer your phone "moshi moshi."
While the number of anime videos you've seen is way higher than the number of dates you've been on, there's hope.
Play the sexy, mysterous gaijin, and you'll have plenty of Japanese meat.

You Are 39% Angry

You're occasionally angry, but it's really not an issue.
While you may give in to your temper once and a while, you're pretty mellow.
And as long as your anger doesn't effect your relationships, then it's probably in check.
You know that anger is a bad habit - and you don't engage in it often.

You Are Corona

You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk.
You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all.
And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk.
You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you!

You Are a Night Person

For you, there's nothing worse than having to get up and moving early.
In fact, you probably don't hit your peak until well after the sun has set.
So if your struggling to make it on a normal schedule, realize it's not your fault.
You just weren't meant to do anything during the day!

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 52%

You have a decent shot at being a multimillionaire. Surprised?
You're confident and a hard worker. Keep it up!

You Are 75% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.
You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.