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Thursday, August 13, 2009, 12:43 AMShouted and screamed at by manager and customer. cranky. crazy. not in the mood. tired. and lastly, distracted. at the age of 18, i feel like i have rewinded myself back to pri.1 Where all the shits happens.. then i imagined a conversation between myself, and me. "hey, why are we rewinding jy?" "i don't know, jy." "we need to stop rewinding back to how we were when we suffer the most for 6 years" "okay, i will press the play button." "wait, the play button?" "yes." "but right now, we are way back to that stage, we need to get back!" "okay, let me find the forward button." "but ..where is it?" "but ..where is it?" ------ what is my view on quarrels and rocky times when people are in love.. i say it's good. cause it shows you the truth, cause it shows how strong they are as people COMMITING in a relationship, take for a very good example.. bumper cars.. when two bumpers cars clashes, it's just like two people clashing in as relationship, abrupt, sudden and maybe expriencing pain, but the pulls each apart...but does it mean it's a bad thing? let's see it in another way... after clashing you will be pulled apart forcefully, but what ave you gained? An understanding. An analysis. A statistic. why all these?let's say there's only two people in this bumper cars field, If you are the driver of each bumper car, after the first clash, you will know how the person is like, before you bump again, in a totally new angle or ways. think at it in a relationship.. you are understanding your partner more, and this time, you will see problems from another angle, and be able to understanding each other more again! but...for most, it's a moment of seperation and depression. Cause there's a gap, so close, yet so far, people are numb and too shocked from that abrupt bump from each other... so what is love again? there is it's up and down, but whether or not, two party are willing to take the down with stride and persevere through, thing's will be good. And a stronger bond will be forged, like how a sword is made from strong heats and non-stop clashing and hammering from the hammer, and lastly cooling it down, to form a blade so sharp that it cuts any obstacle that come's it way. --------- it's not meant as a bad thing nor a god thing it's something from within...and i didn't said it like how you mentioned it.. what i said was, promises made from me, seems to go another way around, cause you are the one fulfiling it. I feel useless. haha. and what is that missing feeling? i felt a gap. Which i don't know why? is it coming from me trying too hard to acede to what we have promised each other? Or is it coming from another source? but don't worry, things will be positive. Cause i feel like now, we are in the furnace, being hammered down for the first time. |