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Monday, June 22, 2009, 3:06 PM picture of the year!  me and wj! :D Thursday, June 18, 2009, 12:57 AMgood that she is now on the stage of waiting hopefully it will go well for her and him. And now, how far in the future will my 'she' appear? haha. Tuesday, June 09, 2009, 10:42 PMThen walk around hear out her woes and be a good listening ear dedicate for her a few hours. Then as we were talking I came to realise alot of things.  Home? What exactly is home? is a home suppose to be something you brought yourself, and in there there is your family your bed, your everything. but you don't feel belonged inside. Is that home? Home, can home be a stranger place where you have never been to but yet feel so belonged and comfortable that you can just go crazy. Is that home? I tihnk everybody have this kind of dilemma in them, whether or not how people define home, i believe the place where I am most comfortable at is what i call home. Yes it can even be at a zoo, or the drainage. and that above illustration is just to made things more nice next.  Mask. I said about it quite alot of times during the few past entries. Why do people wear a mask? The moment you wake up, you received a call, "Hey asshole, you wanna go have fun?" you agreed to it, so you went and dress yourself up and you open up your wadrobe, after a few minutes and you found the dressing that you want to go out with, and before you stepped out of your house you open a drawer fro myour wardrobe. A drawer full of mask. "Hmm, so which should i choose today?" ask yourself. You see so many mask, so many many mask, but which exactly is YOUR mask? People wear mask, don't deny, even the most holy people wear mask. But exactly which mask belongs to you is another qns. So people ask me, "Jian yang what is your mask?" I say my mask is a happy-go-lucky mask, aka default mask. Everybody wears a mask. Who doesn't ? It's a problem in the society, the only trueself you are, is when you are a baby u know no shit. or in a nicer term, U know nothing. That's who you are. People changes according to their surrounding, people change and change til a step that they will go, "wait, who am i now?" or the most classic "What is my true self?" I think that there is no true self at all, we abandoned it after we cross adolescend-hood. But what we want to have is a default mask. A mask that we are really happy with and a mask that we are willing to settle down it with. It can be a happy mask. But what if the colour is blue? Well, it's up to every individual choice. it's sad that humans have to come to this stage, really. new!, 2:31 PMFun, tiring cause i have to literally walk damn fast... which is why the name counter RUNNER. Learned how to carry 3 plates with food. And also learned how irritating customers can be.. let me give you example. eg1. A china guy suddenly come to me, and say "how i'm i suppose to eat? use chop stick?!" but he himself already got his utensils...so what can i do? Smile at him la of course. eg2. An indian lady, i believe she is a tourguide, super demanding one somemore. So A.M serve her and she want a cup of coke, so i helped to take the coke, after putting the ice and putting the coke in the cup the lady say. "Hey? why is there ice?" "It is our standard of procedure mdm" "You should have asked me whether i wanted ice or not!" lucky i'm not the one kena..so i just remove the ice...then my turn to serve her -..- so one cup no need tray, but she chided me saying, "CAN I HAVE A TRAY PLS!" ok sure no problem, so i give her the tray, she commanded me to give her the serviets and the straw so i'm like ok good job, your the best :D. All i learned so far as counter runner not only you have to be fast and make pasta at very very quick speed, most importantly...smile...cause your smile is an attack and defense to unreasonable customers. yeah. :D Sunday, June 07, 2009, 1:30 AMMaybe way back ago my mind has already made up it's just that some factors just keep me conciously moving HOWEVER, when she assured my subconcious thoughts, maybe that's why i dont feel sadness or disappointment, like i thought i will, instead i feel damn good and relieved. :D! that's life i think.. and i love W45K, first time i bbq for 9 hours....like omfg. pictures pls go to misc, w45k, go click on meng xuan, remember to help click her nuffhang! Friday, June 05, 2009, 12:15 AMso just shut up. rly Thursday, June 04, 2009, 1:23 AMhow does it feel to be jealous? how does it feel to want to do something? how does it feel to be angry over someone who matters to you? how does it feel to have someone who matters to you? how does it feel to be concerned to the extend of irritating? how does it feel, how does it feel, how does it feel, how does it feel. i'm a goner this time. i'm waist deep in love now. Labels: 101 how does it feel. |