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Jian Yang
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007, 9:43 PM

x japan- art of life

i believe this song talks about the negative side of the humans life, let the lyrics talk :)

anyway its a 30minute song

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Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, Flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"All existence you see before you
must be wiped out :
Dream, Reality, Memories,
and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what? For love?
What am I supposed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart
Art of life
Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life
Keep on crying

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness
melt in my heart


Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
You can't say "No"
Only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
from between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
and
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love
in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams

Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth?
What truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live? Do I try to love?

Art of life
An Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
in my life

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Sunday, May 27, 2007, 6:35 PM

i guess from the later link i will be posting, will definitely give a shock( i assume) to girls.

Maybe those psycho people will get high seeing this, cause the victim got everything shes wearing pulled off at a block staircase and getting kick and punch like she's a punching bag. o well, the vid do the talking.

http://www.zippyvideos.com/5050455746344826/violent_singapore_girls/

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 10:43 PM

AQUARIUS January 20 February 18 .
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You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It
is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations
that involve arguments. It is always your endeavour to be perfect and
socially correct in your behaviour and attitude, but if misunderstood and
slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream
and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation
and will be bitter about it for a long time.


PISCES February 19 March 20
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The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others' feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words, and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagery is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. So nobody can be upset with you for too long.


ARIES March 21 April 20
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Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and
decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when
challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries
temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one
thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their
outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to
apologize, which makes them easier to forgive.



TAURUS April 21 May 20
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You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is
difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool,
people don't know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull,
and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal
bashing. You generally get upset when you are cornered or when people
accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about
mistakes you've made in the past. You also have the potential to be
terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.



GEMINI May 21 June 20
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You are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is
not easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have
around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring
factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose your cool, you
yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word
in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by
your seductive charm.



CANCER June 21 July 21
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Considering how charming, caring, and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty, and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.



LEO July 22 August 21
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If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you
can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack
spontaneity but you really don't care about opinions . You don't like to
create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you
suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems
challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet When angry you can use very critical language. A dressing-down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.



VIRGO August 22 September 21
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Most of you are gentle and have full control over our emotions, but those
of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see thing
with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at
hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don't quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.



LIBRA September 22 October 22
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Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it's true.
Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your
image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You
also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into
self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you
better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and
what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.



SCORPIO October 23 November 21
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Of course you don't lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner)
projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain
(disregard) for lesser mortals(humans). Others are often found saying that
anger sits on your nose, and you are raring to give your peace of mind to
the first person who tries to act funny with you. You are selective in the
choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous
(extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing
tone, for when you scream your voice tends to get shrill and loud, and you
do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with
yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants
to show is being out of control.



SAGITTARIUS November 22 December 20
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You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your
emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels
even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You're also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you're upset with them.



CAPRICORN December 21 January 19
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Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like
you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard
exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide
from others. u can be seething with anger but will not betray your
feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your
temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with
frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person.
Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

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i belong to capricorn, you guys? haha quite true

Saturday, May 19, 2007, 11:44 PM

okay sometimes since i blog very lazy to blog. Nothing much though i will go into details tomorrow if i want.

by anyway, "O" lvl peeps or even those felt very stress about exam, i hope this will help you, got this from a forum friend

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udying is a game of balance. It's like making a good sandwich.

Set aside a time period everyday to study. Maybe 30mins on a weekdays and 1hr on a weekend. I never before in mugging or burning midnight oil. If you don't have the attention span to study for 2hrs straight, don't lie to yourself. You will only end up spending 1hr 45mins ranting to yourself and 15mins doing real studying. 30mins of studying will do just fine.

Relaxing is very important, or you may breakdown. The O level is not a sprint, it's a marathon running for 4/5 years, with the last year being your final lap, where you wanna throw in everything and go for it! But still, relax and caught your breath once in a while, or we will be visiting you in IMH.

Pace yourself for the papers. Try to pace yourself such that you can finish the paper with enough time to check through at least once. You will spot some really stupid mistake the second time.

Never study the day before the exam. If you do last minute cramming, you will only end up having the facts in your dream, but all with the wrong title. Then you will end up writing rubbish.

Over all, always take some time to look at the pretty girls walking past. The pretty girl may not walk past again, but you can always repeat your O levels.... XP

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okay thats the good advice :) i seen some of my friend studying to the extend that they don't know what they are studying not good okay? hahahaha

alright, listening many many many national song now, brings back so many memory ~~ where i belong~~~


hahaha like so spastic, okay i am talking to myself.


bye!! (who could i possibly bye to -__-)


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Tuesday, May 08, 2007, 9:51 PM

the following letter is a reply from the NLB of jurong point.



Thank you for your e-mail of 6th May 2007.

We share your concerns with the recent service experience with our Security
Officer at Jurong West Community Library. Thank you
for highlighting this incident to our attention and please accept my
sincere apologies for the discomfort you felt during your last visit to our
library.

We agree with you that excellent customer service is indeed very important.
We note your comments on the service rendered by the above staff
and acknowledge that we could have handled the situation better.

We regret that the security officers were not displaying the obligatory
behaviour when handling your queries and that they were rude instead of
being helpful. The security guards concerned will be counseled and their
performance closely monitored to ensure the upkeep of NLB service
standards. In addition, the security firm we outsourced the Library's
security services to has been informed of your experience, and we have
been assured that it will be observing the performance of their errant
staff. A replacement will be in order should they show no improvement in
attitude.

We request your understanding in this matter and look forward to your
continued support of NLB and its services.

Once again, thank you for your feedback and we look forward to serving you
better in the future.


Yours sincerely


Suminah Pawiro
Head Library Officer
Jurong West Community Library

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TO HELL WITH U RACIST, FUCKER

Sunday, May 06, 2007, 7:04 PM

i sent this to NLB of jurong point
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i would like to lodge this complaint in a serious tone.

I know that following the rules of the library gives everyone a conducive environment to read their books and study for their exam.

I also recognize that there is this Indian worker who is always wearing a black coloured jacket patrolling round the library, however today at around 6.40pm this Indian worker scolded me for no particular reason, i was just having a good laugh and chat with my friends at the third level of the library.

The librarian (i will regard him as librarian if not as security guard) then come to me and tell me that I have done something, not giving me a proper reason even when i asked.

His reply to me was rude and intimidating as he said "You have no right to questioned me, do you wan to leave the library?"

this has shown that he is showing me that he is standing at the top and me, just a lowly citizen in the library.

I strongly suggest this to the library to either make him change his attitude in the way he speaks if not i doubt the library management as a whole.

Friday, May 04, 2007, 9:49 PM

p.s. the following content will be sexually explicit please do not teach this to little children who dunno sexual terms :]


by the way they are funny shit links

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The top 10 unintentionally worst company URLs

Attn: Entrepeneurs
Everyone knows that if you are going to operate a business in today’s world you need a domain name. It is advisable to look at the domain name selected as other see it and not just as you think it looks. Failure to do this may result in situations such as the following (legitimate) companies who deal in everyday humdrum products and services but clearly didn’t give their domain names enough consideration:

1.

A site called ‘Who Represents‘ where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity. Their domain name… wait for it… is Code:
http://www.whorepresents.com


2.

Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at Code:
http://www.expertsexchange.com


3.

Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at Code:
www.penisland.net


4.

Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at Code:
http://www.therapistfinder.com


5.

Then of course, there’s the Italian Power Generator company… Code:
http://www.powergenitalia.com


6.

And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales: Code:
http://www.molestationnursery.com


7.

If you’re looking for computer software, there’s always Code:
http://www.ipanywhere.com


8.

Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is Code:
http://www.cummingfirst.com


9.

Then, of course, there’s these brainless art designers, and their whacky website: Code:
http://www.speedofart.com


10.

Want to holiday in Lake Tahoe? Try their brochure website at Code:
http://www.gotahoe.com


Tuesday, May 01, 2007, 3:25 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XnpjTQ-8go

this link here is a video of one gang ( you figure out yourself ) bullying one Malay guy.