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Sunday, December 31, 2006, 11:40 PMthe 1st ever thing that happen in my 2006 years was the nominated name of the SC, which surrisingly have my name =/ shocked me to death man, i never imagine myself in blazer, tie and walking up the stage and receiving the SC badge from MRs. Betty Chow, yes don't ask me why, i am seriously not quite a responsible guy in my own attire and probably attitude. ========================================================  The 2nd big even that happen, was the SL camp, me in the group COBRA did and definitely, allow me to know more friends from the express stream! A fun camp, yet strict and torturing, why torture? imagine the food, half cooked, imagine the training which requires you to have speed, steadiness and most importantly, discipline. Even though i fell sicked and was very torturing i still managed to become an SL probably due to the fact that am a NOMINATED SC. No cobra photo, but i have their name , Weiyang, Zhe lun, Rila, Pei xuan, Jian yang, Bryan tiong, Fernenders and trying my best not to forget melissa And our great IC, JONDAVE AND HUI YU =D ================================================== The third big thing that happen is the commence of Project Leo. lazy to type i will put my leaders content and the starting of Tokuasia. From boss. Lets start off from a short summary on Project LEO. This project to produce Singapore's very own Tokusatsu Hero was started by Kee Liang (who is now in OCS). The first meeting was between Basil, Kee Liang and myself at the MacDonalds at Ngee Ann City. Various meetings, followed by expansion of the staff members grew as months go by. Searching of various costume shops, suggestions of character designs this and that. The tensed up activity of Project LEO was relaxed come May 2006. TokuAsia Movie Festival, an event showcasing various fan fiction movies from Tokusatsu fan writers around the world was held in TokuAsia in June 2006. The one week event saw a total of 18 fan fiction movies being featured in the forum exclusively. Due to the amount of movies waiting to be screened, the event was extended to a second week. Thanks to the event, the forum too saw a decent growth of members from March to June. The festival was very successful, receiving compliments from the participants. This encouraged the forum to organize the event once again, in June 2007 on an even larger scale compared to the one in 2006. ========================= yup this was what i did, am not shy or ashame to say that i am the TOKUASIA HEAD OF MODERATORS =)  van. bas. MY. WJ. am the photographer ======================================== The next big thing that hit is the launch to THAILAND TRIP COMMUNITY SERVICE.=) A trip full of excitement, touchness, hard workingness and the hidden side of everyone. i have nothing to say onthis trip but, u have to see it exprience it yourself, photo time.    ============================================= Then the next big thing will be the NYAA CAMP. =D i shan't eleborate more on this just thats it is hell of fun, and punishment~ =========================================== okay many many more which am very lazy to type lol.. i shall continue tomorrow =) Monday, December 25, 2006, 6:00 AMwoke up at the fucking hour of 5am..i decided to show case my ultraman pictures which i came across this year =D all are cartoon one! girl friendly lol..                Wednesday, December 20, 2006, 3:17 AMand she say this ================================= "1. Most Singaporean men are NOT gentlemanly. (Key word: MOST. I know there are exceptions.. like you guys reading this blog). Childish, Mommy's boy, brash..those are just some words that pop to my mind. Men, open doors for us! Pull our chairs out for us! Offer to pay (we'll get the next bill, but it's just nice when you offer)! Don't ogle at other females too much, etc. There are more...but I shan't elaborate for fear of too much hate mail." ================================== Alright, i have a say on this, same as the above hope i don't get spam. ---------------------- Most Singaporean men are NOT gentlemanly. (Key word: MOST. I know there are exceptions.. like you guys reading this blog). ---------------------- okay for this point NOT gentlemanly i would would have to say she is somehow wrong, i would rather say a large portion of guys has TRIED* to be gentlemanly, look at it, we pull doors for ladies nd we instead got a glum face or a weird stare which kinda tells u "hey, u mad? or are u too happy going out with friends" or the "are u interested in me?" kind of look, seriously i once hold a door for a lady, she walk pass me like a queen as if SHE WAS BORN TO BE TREATED LIKE THAT, luckily her husband gave a smile back, am not being exaggerating on thispoint thou, i really felt that guys can have a smile back as a return or even a "thank you" it will defitnitely motivate the person to do more, or if he is addicted, he can even be a door man (if there is this job) ----------------------------- Childish, Mommy's boy, brash..those are just some words that pop to my mind ---------------------------- Childish, this point i would AGREE,cause indeed Men in singapore IS childish, including me. Ya okay one example, I watch ultraman, kr,ss..etc etc, and they will come and say "HEY YOR CHILDISH U FUCKER! SO BIG LIAO STILL SEE THIS SHOW!" and then they will watch it themself, what is this? seriously, what is this? So they find it fun calling others a fucker and childish and probably implementing IDIOTIC on the person who share the same interest with you? thats crazy, go get a life. Also, even though i did it myself and i don't know why would i , why will i like to give name and comment on the female? i don't get the point, yes i know, i do it myself and i duno the reason thats seriously fucked up, probably in my case since i am a saddist may mean that i actually enjoy them getting all stress up and frustrated (ok i gotta admit some girl lookreally cute like that =P)..i don't know lol... Mommy boy - hopefully we are not mommy boy after NS , keyword is HOPEFULLY, theres still guys who doesn't know how to tie their shoe lace at age 34, like oh my god. seriously speaking amnot mommy boy =P..cause i don't really spend my time withmom so much, rather i spend time alone more, hence more independant due to the fact am the only child, but if i really get on a shoulder to lean on, i will and defitnitely won't fail to be a PEST. brash - doesn't apply to all, probably for gangsters or the born like that guy, some girls are worse, they will start to beat or cat fight with anything that disturbs them or involve them or .. mm...k i have no comment on this, better not add anything extra. ------------------ my turn to have a say on singapore woman. 1. They don't really have their own life, instead they will flow their friends, for example, XMM 1 saw her besties call XMM3 wearing orange tube top, and XMM1 will want it as well, and when her parent disagree she will argue, the same way, the same style on how XMM 3 scold her parents. so maybe this goes for the saying " some follows the fashion too much" - jian yang. 2. Overly demanding. When your a boyfriend of certain girls, they WILL DEMAND, yes demand, they will demand u to be sturbborn when your kind, and when u do change they say u changed. Whats this? lol. some girl does push their bf to the edge, even knowing the bf is poor, they wil continue to ask for expensive presents or item , then if you don't they will say "you don't love me enough," or "I WANT A BREAKUP!" and "I hate u" even"your a shit fornot buying it", yes its true, personal exprience. 3. Acting mature. they saythey are mature when they are not. great, so cutting wrist shows ur mature? having yourself in a highper position means ur mature? i once told a girl" hey..if your thinking your that mature then go be childish a little" the girl reply and it shocked me with the reply "YES I HOPE I CAN BE CHILDISH, BUT PEOPLE IS JUST ADDING ON TO MY STRESS, I WANT TO BE CHILDISH, I DON'T WANT TO BE A MATURE GIRL" - words coming from a 13 year old girl... surprise? i shan't add on to this one. 4. Past digger. "hey be kind and help me takewater ,thanks" said a boy, "WHAT YU THINK I AM? a maid? phillipine one or indonesia? i know i used to ...blabla" Someof you girls just have the tendancy to just throw everything from the past and start argueing over it, and u will never get on the point, interesting isn't it? 5. MAybe they should be less "kiasu". Discount is here and you see aunties running towards the area. No discount? dress that cost $1000 over and they don't give a damn about it at first and when they hear that their wadsoever is getting it, the woman will rush to buy it first, and start showing off. need i say anymore? and on the buffet part..lol. ---------------------------- right 5 point in enough. i will really get fucked up and down by girls if i continue lol....bye Tuesday, December 12, 2006, 6:04 AMadmitted in the A.R.H (All retarded hospital), at time 6am, causes : waking up in 2am and start to run around in the house naked, jump on my own bed for 1 hour and start whistling in the night. BED NO. 1 staff members : Jian yang Jian yang occupation is: Nurse, doctor, Director of A.R.H, patient ( this guy is power) k enough crap, now to fulfil my own promise ========================================== =)..let me think..lol... Oh yeah. I woke up 15 minutes before set off, bath and brushing teeth at the same time. Got myself casually dressed and i suddenly want to change my underwear bag to a Sling bag. so i did. Then i met Yk at my house, yes as usual he wears his super tight fitting shirt which show his nipple if it erected. Then i went to Jurong point with The curly (Yk) he bought seaweed type of packed snacks <---what am i typing? "This is for her" he said. "WOW! you have to hold hand today ;)" i said. "you siao ar?" he said. "probably" i said <--- sign of retardness sympton no.1. -------------------------- So i went to find Quanta to collect my game =) on the way saw izzaidah and the other angels =) "HEY JIAN YANG! they shouted.. "HEY!!" *waves my arm like an idiot* <--- sign of retardness sympton no.2 (level 2 of retardness, danger level is mild) ------------------------ Met Quan, passed him the money and i asked him not to return me the change! *am mad* <--lucky my brain works fast to tell me, HEY YOU NEED THAT $2! So me and curly sat down on the "whatever you call it" thing and waited for Mel, and wow, i swear my butt flattened. And then when i was taking out my MP3 to listen one PRC came and pass me 3 tissue, "$1 xie xie (thank you,) despite me giving him cold stare she still smile at me like that -> =D i have no choice but to give her the money just in case she uses tissue to whack me <---sign of retardness sympton no.3 And Yk follow me cause ..he wanted to? *i bet yk is suffering from retardness as well* 45 minutes of waiting,after all the butt cramp, storm, sunshine, cloudy days, typhoon Melissa came! oh right! so we proceed to IMM, to repair Curly phone, "Hey, i think its fixed, lets not go to the shop anymore" he said. "U where not happy?" i said and we pushed him in the shop =) then we went to Giant, to search for his lover whom i shan't mention!, yes she is cheryl goh mei ying! Then we walked pass one section THERE IS A POWER RANGER ZORD! OMG! Mel was so madly happy that REQUESTED US TO TAKE PICTURES OF HER AND THE ROBOT! I SHALL UPLOAD THE PICTURE 0_0 <------ I am already suffering at Retardness level 4 which is close to danger, cause, whatever happen is totally the opposite =.= but still photo taken. And then Curly put on a glum face and start to think that Cheryl Goh mei ying doesn't want her anymore. *crazy guy* And so we took taxi to Jurong east swimming complex! The taxi is so cool! IT CAN OPEN THE DOOR BY ITSELF! IT CAN TALK AS WELL!OH MY GOD! <--- over exergerrating, sympton of retardness no.5 *note i skipped one nyumber which show how fast this thing is progressing* Then we swam and swam and it started to have a heavy down pour so everyone has to go to the shelter, Curly start to talk about someone who expose his hair to the guys! 0_0 gosh that guy must have been out of his mind! he even wanted to compare?like what the hell...he should just go and find the orang utan and compare whose hair is oranger *is there such word?* Then suddenly theres this huge crack of thunder which makes melissa go "QUACK!" somewhere near there =P, i wasn't laughing cause its not funny, the thunder almost strike the rain drops! can u imagine? the raindrops, they go through thick and thin to become cloud, AND THE THUNDER ALMOST EVAPORATE THEM! DAMN YOU THUNDER! Then we went to one side, cause melissa was so scared she went so far away from the spot we were sitting at. And heres come a booby miracle! I saw one guy who is quite round i guess running for his life after the thunder and i point it out to the 2, curly and mel, mel was laughing like she never did =/ "why you laugh untill like that?" i said, "BIGGER THEN MINE!" Mel said. "0_0 OMG!" i said, at this point i really felt like asking her, how can u analyse a booby so fast? so i suspect that guy was 36b and 40 inches. Curly was down on the ground laughing like a clown, so let him be. The rain cease..and we Melissa is going prepare herself to fetch Cheryl =) Nothing to do so the two guys followed. I didn't changed at all =.= i just wore the shirt am wearing and out i go with a wet underwear, swimming trunks and swiming pants. <----Retardness sympton no.6 Oh well, Yk is crazier he wore a dry pant over his, wet underwear and swimming trunk (the swimming trunk still look like a swimming suit which u cut it away to made u look sexy leh.) Oh well, Yk retardness sympton is a severe case, he skipped alot of sympton. So we walked to Chinese garden MRT station, yes on the way i am laughing like a mad man cause the wet swimming trunk shape has appear on Yk dry pants, it as if he can't control his blader and sart spraying around. We bought cup noodles at cheers, "can u really finish this?" asked the casheir. "i think so" say mel. "Of course she can, shes a hippo!" says yk. "just look at her =)" says me. we totally Pwn Mel xD *pwn - an internet term of saying the person has been thrashed badly or loses badly in a game So we sat at the Mrt station eating and waiting for Cheryl goh mei ying, Curly is anticipating it so urgently that his hair goes even Curly. So we eat and eat and eat. She came! YK is like "ohhhhh....myyy goooodddd ~.~" and is flying to heaven already. < --------starts to assume thing, Jy is suffering at sympton no.10 and so proceed back to swim! we went to the swimming pool, and oh my god i must be crazy to even try to go to 1.6M high of water, asked me why am i so scared? i almost drown at the same height when i was primary 3, imagine..i haven o swimming training at all.. <---- courting death, retardness level sympton no.11 (he can go crazy anytime) Then we went to play the WAVES! I felt so left out cause i don't dare to swim T-T While i was watching the two clowns playing, suddenly i saw a very sad scene in typical movie, a young boy asking me to push him to reunite with his girlfriend! okay nioot exactly girlfriend cause its a guy. Oh my god that is so sad! then i pushed him and push and push boy am i tired that guy must have weight 140kg just looking at his size, nah am kidding... about 100kg i guess? the moment where he held his friend hand was so touching, more touching then weizhao meeting his doom, more touching then any..touching! <--- seriously This guy blogging here is at the edge of going berserk. Then we went to the water massage thing =D Yk was showing off how many..hmm... what is that known? swollen pants made of air and water? and Mel starts doing it =.= <----- both are suffering from retardness level 8 "seriously very dangerous" And when i leave the bloody water i can't open my eyes too much.. water went in. Thanks cheryl for taking care of our stuff ! =D ------------------------------------- At this point of time alot of stunt happen ------------------------------------- We somehow landed at benquet ( buanquet?) and start to eat. And comes a very interesting topic, express, NA , NT...can we be treated equally? i shall post my self reflection later in the night ;) ----------------------------------- And we went home. After some relaxation with my PS2...i fell dead on my bed at 11pm... 2am..is the fateful time where doctor Tan jian yang told me, "You have got 100% of retardness in you, you slept for only 2 hour last night or morning... and nwo you slept for 4 hour and you can't sleep anymore =.=...and start to disturb the peaceful night...jumping on your bed for 1 hour and giving so many SL t shirt design..(3)" ---------------------------------- oh well..am not really sure what am blogging lol...maybe i tried too hard on the humour part hmm.. anyway..i really feel am a retard for jumping on the bed for 1 hour flat -.- Monday, December 11, 2006, 11:13 PMi will update as soon as i get my energy back.. night! Sunday, December 10, 2006, 12:02 AMokay so i called the person without brushing my teeth, not like anyone gonan breathe cause i isolating myself in the room. So the person talk and talk, i replied and reply then suddenly! yup suddenly! she talk again! yes she talk again, and yes you might have guessed it i reply her verbally! then! another stunt came! Some curly hair sms me! i read the msg out and the person cried ! i was scared! cause i don't know what to do! first i didn't brush my teeth! Then some curly sms me! oh my tian! (<--- the person who call me uses this frequently i guess ) Haiz... oh well, what can i do? am on the phone can't possibly fly over all i can do is sleep and seek Mr. LaLa for advice. He did give some really nice advice. "This is all parts and parcel for a girl ;), crying is a way for relieving stress! so long it is not a extremely depressing one, i shouldn't be worrying that much, cause this girl always cry =)" I nod my head in agreement then some curly sms me again! oh wel..then we had conference, we tried solving her problem, and wah la! She should be free of big diggy nose full of black head clutches liao! And! yes you might have guess! I WENT TO SLEEP AGAIN! And when i wake up, is a new life for me again! yes i ate.. and when i eaten, yup another new life for me... and i went to see TV after watching tv, yup your right, its another new life again! then i went to chat on msn... after chatting on msn, yes! you might have guess, but you have guess it 100% right, ITS ANOTHER NEW LIFE! And after bogging! yes, your wrong, no more new life but a newer life =) byee Thursday, December 07, 2006, 11:12 PM-Cry: nope Worn jeans: No -Met someone: yeah, a few! -Done laundry: no -Went hungry: yes, when i asleep -Talk on the phone: nah. **DO YOU BELIEVE IN -Yourself: sometimes? -Your friends: some -Tooth fairy: wa..remind me of miss mini pink short -Destiny/fate: yes? -Ghost: yes! =D -UFO: HELL YES!! **FRIENDS AND LIFE -Do you ever wished you had another name: no -Do you like anyone: no. -Which of your friends act most like you: hmm... -When you cried most,who was there: Mr. lala.. cause i fell asleep -What's the best feeling in the world: when i got a deathnote -What is the worst feeling in the world: the worst feeling. -What time is it now: 11.16am **WHICH IS BETTER -Chocolate Or Vanilla:vanilla! -Coke Or Pepsi: pepsi! -Love Or lust: love **Layer four your pick -Mac Or KFC: KFC -Single /Group dates: any. -Adidas Or Nike: converse -Lipton tea Or Nestea: lipton. -Cappucino or coffee: cappucina **Layer five do you -Smoke: nah. -Curse: deifinitely -Take a shower: shower? what is that? -Have a crush: ya, i crush on a few aunties here and there... -Think you've been in love: hmm...HMMMM.... i ate alot of chocolate.. -Like school: When i use to be a gina in my cca -Want to get married: what bout you? -Believe in yourself: sometimes -Think you're a health freak: I eat china food before! can u imagine? **Layer six in the past month -Drank alcohol: er, Sl leisure camp -To the mail: what lai eh? -Been on stage: i think so -Eaten sushi: YA! -Been dumped: nope -Gone skating: can't skate -Dyed your hair: i love my hair, multi - changeable one! **Layer seven have you ever -Played a stripping game: wish to -Changed who you were to fit in: hmm, don't get qns **Layer eight getting old age -You're hoping to get married: should be married liao, come on give a harder qns! -I love: the underwears - no underwear no tomorrow -I feel: abit tired -I hide: anything beneath what i wearing -I miss: yong kuang curly frinch -I need: to sleep(now) Wednesday, December 06, 2006, 9:40 PMwith many people! first the first few of us go walk walk around in jurong point, then we met another 2 girl one brought the bro! then we meet the other 4 at 193 bus stop! Then we go bowling! =D then halfway through one girl came back from rebonding and join us =D then we end our game after that take bus back to jurong point, but the bus breakdown, so we changed our bus =) Then we seperate our way =( but then the group with me went to raffles place eat prata =D i tried, hot dog and cheese!!! the prata has extra flavouring too! but nonetheless it taste great =D and we have two love birds going, "eyer...its very spicy ler..." and the other one replied, " spicy meh..are you alright??" SO CUTE RIGHT? then we walk to esplanade slowly and and and something cute happen between the love birds also ! 30 second of happiness worx! Then we chat and chat on the MRT then i keep say we hold hand got no electricity, you will got =D then one of the love bird face red red oh well, then its all ended at 9pm =D everything started at 12.45pm =D i am a great summarizer! and i give no spoiler also! =D hope that guy tommorrow will be well =) all the best man Tuesday, December 05, 2006, 1:46 PM11/25/2006 1:21:45 AM David C.E Lau Got to tell you honestly guys 11/25/2006 1:21:58 AM David C.E Lau Don't get shocked ok.. 11/25/2006 1:22:04 AM David C.E Lau Should be a secret 11/25/2006 1:22:11 AM JY: k 11/25/2006 1:22:12 AM #04; Jian Yang -...why? tell 11/25/2006 1:22:12 AM ‹—‼·$(255,124,062)šħō·$27Őť·$8ıŋ·$27Ġ ŝ·$(255,124,062)ŧª®·0‼―›˚ж[ YOUyouYOU .. http://-shooting-starx-.blogspot.com] :-O 11/25/2006 1:22:28 AM David C.E Lau Actually 11/25/2006 1:22:57 AM David C.E Lau I almost,almost got a relationship with Daphne last year 11/25/2006 1:23:10 AM ‹—‼·$(255,124,062)šħō·$27Őť·$8ıŋ·$27Ġ ŝ·$(255,124,062)ŧª®·0‼―›˚ж[ YOUyouYOU .. http://-shooting-starx-.blogspot.com] u kuku 11/25/2006 1:23:22 AM David C.E Lau But thank God i'm not with her 11/25/2006 1:23:36 AM David C.E Lau At least 3H 2006 dosen't know it 11/25/2006 1:23:39 AM David C.E Lau Phews... 11/25/2006 1:23:43 AM #04; Jian Yang -...why? .. 11/25/2006 1:23:49 AM #04; Jian Yang -...why? david are u too tired or wad? 11/25/2006 1:23:52 AM ‹—‼·$(255,124,062)šħō·$27Őť·$8ıŋ·$27Ġ ŝ·$(255,124,062)ŧª®·0‼―›˚ж[ YOUyouYOU .. http://-shooting-starx-.blogspot.com] well, 4H 2007 WILL know 11/25/2006 1:24:11 AM #04; Jian Yang -...why? XD 11/25/2006 1:24:14 AM #04; Jian Yang -...why? david so dead 11/25/2006 1:24:21 AM ‹—‼·$(255,124,062)šħō·$27Őť·$8ıŋ·$27Ġ ŝ·$(255,124,062)ŧª®·0‼―›˚ж[ YOUyouYOU .. http://-shooting-starx-.blogspot.com] thanks jesus,adam,eve,goodness,ghandi that daphne was not with u , 1:25 PMFirst day of camp...report at 3pm...no breifing no nothing from the cheif co'ord which is the sec2... so we deicde to slack..and went to play a small game of basketball..at 5pm..BBQ start. we have lotsa fun! =D but the thing came..at 7.30pm we dispose everything at the garbage house.. then we went to play night block catching... suddenly i heard a sound that goes "BOOM" thinking that it might actually be the guys playing with the door so i didn't give a damn. then come the fateful time... i was chasing DARREN SEAH...then he shouted ast me! FIRE FIRE! a little doubtful..then i heard a small "boom" i look up at the sky..immediately i went out to the parade square shouting there is fire alerting everyone, then i went to pick up a fire extinguisher...i saw yong kuang, immediately i pass him the fire extinguisher and i ran to get another fireextinguisher and pass to darren. Then yong kuang took the firehose due to the insufficient amount of pressure in the extinguisher. BUT THE FIRE HOSE IS TOO SHORT! no use! we have to get all extinguisher we can find. Resident came in and help... SCDF called, police came, fire engine came...everything came. =/ oh well that is actually quite depressing. then during the night...12am like that... we have mens talk! (only after yk finsih sweet talking with cheryl 2 hours...using my HP -.-) And all they ask is ..girls , girls and more girls! which surround us =/ then thats about it... the next day, me, jonston ( that poor guy ), jermyn and Mdm teo went into the VP office to help in his report. And we found out that there is actually alot of mistake done by ourself, time to reflect. reflected..and its now all up in my head. I promise i will bring then xt batch of leader to a greater height..regardless of writing proposal for camp, discipline, reflexes, reactions... alright am damn tired..I WILL POST DAVID MSG in about a few minutes or maybe hours time! Friday, December 01, 2006, 3:10 AMchanged my blog song to KOna yuki from 1 litres of tear sang by Remioromen The singer doesn't really have the look but he has the voice..unique voice, but the lyric was meaningful. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXH0qec8YBo heres the link to the PV and translation...and lyrics and romanji lyric. seriously i don't know why i want to blog at this time, got this feeling, a feeling to really ponder over something, and yes you might have guess that i am thinking whoever i like... but your wrong .. haha, i am pondering why does human have disease? dumb question i know but why does disease brings pain and with them? 1 very special disease called the spinal cerebellum atrophy disease, yes i spoke of that a hell lot of time, Doctor can't cured it and yet there are still doctor majoring and specializing in it, so specialzing in something INCURABLE is fun? i don't know... but if am the doctor, i will feel useless, what is the urpose? To break the records of neurologist to solve and unlock human dna to have a cure for this disease? that's hard cause i bet within a millienium will then human dna be unlocked, but maybe within the years to come, even if when am living a meteorite might just fall and wipe all of the human asses to dust and reverting everything into nothing but magmar. Yesterday had flying kite session with many people as i see alot of kite rise especially theo ne lionel rise, the one which has holes and still can fly highand freely, the tension in your hand is great but it doesnt seems so when it starts to descend... this really reflects life. We rise and we fall, rise and fall and one day we will fall entirely down on the ground flat, and no one will care about you as they will continue soaring untill, untill something really special starts to wind you back in, the early stages to get back up is long and hard maybe painful, but when your back to your original state the real challenge come, you have to take off with someone aid, you defitnitely can't do it all by yourself. Some scholars they claim to have done everything themself and study all by themself, but are they really doingi t themself? or are they relying on the knowledge of others who is willing to share and wrote it down in a form of rectangular book which i seriously hate. Same for chefs and mny other job, human really can't do a thing by themself, only Mother nature camp, they will say human stars fire, but is it really them who created fire? or is it the fact that the lightning strikes down and created fire and the rely on natural resources like wood to start the fire, still it has been aid by mother nature you can't deny that fact. And probably the only thing that human really did themself without relying on others is writing, speaking, eatingm so long as it doesnt have anything to do with mother nature. SOmetimes i wonder if human really think too highly of themself? We are the only species that cry, that pwoerful action can lessen stress, lessen many thing and giving the victim an extra defense sometimes more hurt, and then they claim that other animal wouldnt cry. Is that really so? or is it their tears are made to be seen for the clever one? like the king and his birthday suit. (forgot that fairy tale name) I seen on tv a hippotamus trying to revive a deer from a crocodile jaw of death, and they are of different species, and then we human would actually beat each other up, for the sake of FUN and seriously..countries having war over matter that they THINK is matured and extremely serious, nothing is serious in this world, you brought that feeling upon yourself, no one will start a terrorizing war with the name of religion if true believer believe what they learnt. Why does WILD animal can help other species and yet we ourselves can't? Or does we call people form different coloured skin different species? Please we are all classified under the name HUMAN..... seriously am thinking why am i so biased towards bangalas and now am typing this kind of shit? really need to reflect myself alot. And when the same coloured skin people start to discriminate the same coloured skin humans they rally will go overboard, people were born lke this, thats their traits, so you think you asre normal? wait til you step into thweir world, things will be the reversed and vice versa, i have suddenly felt that i have done alot of mistake, mistake that hurts other bad;y and now if i want to cover up it will be tough...as i really didn't have the patience and even the knowledge to even comfort them and lsiten to their wails...what am i? am i weird or am i normal? am i a retarded among the smarts or a rich among the outcast? Life is screwed up thing, we complain at the slightest thing yet when its your turn its different story. Take for example, you hate sureyors and when your one you know their difficulties same for doing donation... it all thanks to some bad sheep... People sometimes really want their pride more then what they really want, say it if you like doraemon at age 45 why be so afraid of other laughing at you? people at the age of 60 can like powerpuff girlm why not you? why scared of being discriminate? why does U people who like to have pride over your dream to have the right that oyu incorporated into yourself to scold others IDIOTS? i don't get it with them, this has been a long debate a seriously long debate.... All i think from now on i can do to those remarks, offences... stupidity, racism..relationship is a ..plain..look with the eyes that stare straight intop them and a smile that pierce them in the heart... somenoe did that once to me, i dropped one tear immediately...the feeling of disatisfaction of someone agreeing to me is really overwhelming...but oh well...i gotten over it thanks to that someone...thank you...Jian yang... |