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Friday, December 01, 2006, 3:10 AMchanged my blog song to KOna yuki from 1 litres of tear sang by Remioromen The singer doesn't really have the look but he has the voice..unique voice, but the lyric was meaningful. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXH0qec8YBo heres the link to the PV and translation...and lyrics and romanji lyric. seriously i don't know why i want to blog at this time, got this feeling, a feeling to really ponder over something, and yes you might have guess that i am thinking whoever i like... but your wrong .. haha, i am pondering why does human have disease? dumb question i know but why does disease brings pain and with them? 1 very special disease called the spinal cerebellum atrophy disease, yes i spoke of that a hell lot of time, Doctor can't cured it and yet there are still doctor majoring and specializing in it, so specialzing in something INCURABLE is fun? i don't know... but if am the doctor, i will feel useless, what is the urpose? To break the records of neurologist to solve and unlock human dna to have a cure for this disease? that's hard cause i bet within a millienium will then human dna be unlocked, but maybe within the years to come, even if when am living a meteorite might just fall and wipe all of the human asses to dust and reverting everything into nothing but magmar. Yesterday had flying kite session with many people as i see alot of kite rise especially theo ne lionel rise, the one which has holes and still can fly highand freely, the tension in your hand is great but it doesnt seems so when it starts to descend... this really reflects life. We rise and we fall, rise and fall and one day we will fall entirely down on the ground flat, and no one will care about you as they will continue soaring untill, untill something really special starts to wind you back in, the early stages to get back up is long and hard maybe painful, but when your back to your original state the real challenge come, you have to take off with someone aid, you defitnitely can't do it all by yourself. Some scholars they claim to have done everything themself and study all by themself, but are they really doingi t themself? or are they relying on the knowledge of others who is willing to share and wrote it down in a form of rectangular book which i seriously hate. Same for chefs and mny other job, human really can't do a thing by themself, only Mother nature camp, they will say human stars fire, but is it really them who created fire? or is it the fact that the lightning strikes down and created fire and the rely on natural resources like wood to start the fire, still it has been aid by mother nature you can't deny that fact. And probably the only thing that human really did themself without relying on others is writing, speaking, eatingm so long as it doesnt have anything to do with mother nature. SOmetimes i wonder if human really think too highly of themself? We are the only species that cry, that pwoerful action can lessen stress, lessen many thing and giving the victim an extra defense sometimes more hurt, and then they claim that other animal wouldnt cry. Is that really so? or is it their tears are made to be seen for the clever one? like the king and his birthday suit. (forgot that fairy tale name) I seen on tv a hippotamus trying to revive a deer from a crocodile jaw of death, and they are of different species, and then we human would actually beat each other up, for the sake of FUN and seriously..countries having war over matter that they THINK is matured and extremely serious, nothing is serious in this world, you brought that feeling upon yourself, no one will start a terrorizing war with the name of religion if true believer believe what they learnt. Why does WILD animal can help other species and yet we ourselves can't? Or does we call people form different coloured skin different species? Please we are all classified under the name HUMAN..... seriously am thinking why am i so biased towards bangalas and now am typing this kind of shit? really need to reflect myself alot. And when the same coloured skin people start to discriminate the same coloured skin humans they rally will go overboard, people were born lke this, thats their traits, so you think you asre normal? wait til you step into thweir world, things will be the reversed and vice versa, i have suddenly felt that i have done alot of mistake, mistake that hurts other bad;y and now if i want to cover up it will be tough...as i really didn't have the patience and even the knowledge to even comfort them and lsiten to their wails...what am i? am i weird or am i normal? am i a retarded among the smarts or a rich among the outcast? Life is screwed up thing, we complain at the slightest thing yet when its your turn its different story. Take for example, you hate sureyors and when your one you know their difficulties same for doing donation... it all thanks to some bad sheep... People sometimes really want their pride more then what they really want, say it if you like doraemon at age 45 why be so afraid of other laughing at you? people at the age of 60 can like powerpuff girlm why not you? why scared of being discriminate? why does U people who like to have pride over your dream to have the right that oyu incorporated into yourself to scold others IDIOTS? i don't get it with them, this has been a long debate a seriously long debate.... All i think from now on i can do to those remarks, offences... stupidity, racism..relationship is a ..plain..look with the eyes that stare straight intop them and a smile that pierce them in the heart... somenoe did that once to me, i dropped one tear immediately...the feeling of disatisfaction of someone agreeing to me is really overwhelming...but oh well...i gotten over it thanks to that someone...thank you...Jian yang... |